GOOD DECISION

Hey,
Send me the grapefruit idea again. Can't find the previous e-mail. I got the grapefruit in PA today.

I've made the decision today, to send mom to the nursing home for good. I'm mad all the time. I'm thinking June or July at the latest. K will have to make the arrangements at the Hermitage. He's on a trip with W now but as soon as they come back I'll talk to him. Not sure how I'll do w/o the extra money but I'll get a job around here.

YIPPEE ! ! !

Love, B.


Here's the grapefruit email from before...

You ARE doing good. Don't let a set back knock you off your positive attitude.Just keep singing and s.... If you are taking the detox stuff and prunes you should be s.... your guts out..Sometimes changing your whole diet for a day or 2, can do well to wake up your metabolism.

Next time you are in PA get a bag of ruby red grapefruit. Then, EVERY time you eat ANYTHING(including carrots or celery), eat a quarter of a grapefruit. And try to eat every
2 1/2 hr.

Try not to eat any pasta, bread or starchy type carbs those 2 days too.

Now I'll go read today's report

Love
S



xxx.x today. I was sure with all the stress yesterday It would be up. Who can understand this. Everything is fitting looser. I'm down a size in pants and bra. YIPPEE ! ! !

Just got a congratualtory e-mail from L about Mom going to home for good. I expect one from Chris when she gets to work. That makes me feel good about the decision.
Love
B.


B
You don't know how many times I've said to R, "I just wish she wouldn't have to keep mom with her...it's just ruining her life." So, I'm with you on that, all the way.

The other statement I've made to him a MILLION TIMES, "I don't EVER want to be that old and in that condition and have to have someone take care of me."

Is there anything you can do on you computer at home?

Congrats on the weight...I told you singing our song would help with the stress at least with the weight loss.
Love
S


Thanks. What do you mean "Is there anything you can do on your computer at home?
B


Job wise to make an income
S


Oh. I haven't explored that. Everyonce in a while there will be a job here - dishwasher, waitress at a restaurant. Desk clerk at a motel. I'll cross that path when I come to it. With this extra money coming in it's been hard to tighten my belt. I've bought $500 worth of trees for the yard, other bushes & mulch, a new mattress for my bed, etc, etc. I really don't want to work but I'll see how I do and then make a decision.

Going back to PA today for Mom's hearing aid and glasses.

bye.
Love B.



How about an arobecs trainer when you get down to 140 :~)

Did you find those Serenity Pills yet?

Love S